Trust in The Process

Two years ago, I left my full-time career after almost 15 years. I thought I would study something and jump into a new career. Things didn’t go as planned. I applied for numerous jobs with no result. I adapted, pivoted and tried other jobs. As I was working as a nail technician, I felt my sacral so strongly telling me, “NO! This isn’t what you are supposed to do.” Though I didn’t know at the time that it was my sacral. Thanks to a Law of Attraction Facebook group where someone asked me if I had tried Human Design to find my purpose and use it to guide me toward what I was doing.  Since I had never heard of it, I started doing research and ended up on a deep dive of research (I later learned this is because of my Line 1 profile). 

As I began to follow my sacral more, (Pure Sacral Generator) I felt a strong YES when I was driving my boys to school and I saw a sign saying they needed substitute teachers. I thought, “really?! I just left teaching. I don’t want to go back!” But my sacral kept a strong YES, so I applied with a “we will see what happens” mindset. During this time I also became a certified QHD Family Coach and reader. 

I thought I was supposed to start my own family coaching business, so I did, but few people were interested. As I continued to substitute, I built a relationship with a local elementary school at which I subbed frequently. At the end of last year, they had a Behavioral Specialist retire and a number of acquaintances I had made at the school said I should apply. My sacral said “yes”, though not a strong one. I thought, “okay let’s see what happens.” I ended up getting the job. 

I realized while meditating last week that this job would give me the opportunity to use the skills I had learned in my Family Coaching Certification. This could eventually be used as anecdotes in my business if the Universe chooses to make it happen. 

Every twist and turn happened for a reason. I was trying too hard to make things happen in the beginning, getting frustrated when they didn’t go as planned.

We can put things out to the Universe to try to manifest them, but we have to be open to trusting that the Universe has its own plan for our highest good.